All this blasphemy, Your kingdom is crumbling

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2010-09-27T20:55:00.002+08:00

Agh I'm so tired of this fucking shitass feeling! Feel so overwhelmed, like I'm finally gonna burst but I can't! I really wanna tell someone but I don't know how -_- ahhh so annoying~ I don't think I can pass my eoys :/

One less trouble

2010-09-19T22:27:00.003+08:00

Maybe I gave you the wrong signs and led you on unknowingly, but when you say 'i know you love me', how can I bear to tell you that you are wrong? That it isn't what you think? If only I'd been more straightforward, I would have saved you from all the pain. Sorry, it just isn't you, it isnt anybody either.

Don't look back

2010-09-10T22:35:00.008+08:00

I can't even differentiate between being upset or being angry anymore. Wahhhhhh i am very ~ now.

Karma is calling

2010-09-01T20:02:00.006+08:00

Hi i've reopened my blog. If i were a reader i wouldn't be checking this link anymore since it has been locked/privated for ages. Anyw i decided to unprivate it cuz things are getting more interesting than usual recently(not all good) and i want to blog about them. I am too lazy to invite people + no point spending time typing an entry and nobody gets to see it right? ^^ I don't believe it, i just took 20 mins just writing this nonsense haha. Ok i'll post again later since i don't have to go to sch tmr~

19 july 2010

2010-07-19T21:53:00.003+08:00

I proposed to cursing again on fb:D haha yay!
feel much more comfortable with that.
Ok idk why i'm blogging about this-.-
hi lejie and joey!!! hahaha
Today was ok la, quite boring
My tuition just ended,
brains were sleeping through most of it haha
O LVL CHINESE LISTENING COMPRE tmr!
Plzplzplz don't let me fall asleep.
I dont even know what time i'm taking it.
hahahaha ok just felt like typing many 'ha's
i ate too much, exploding!
bye

I MISS TIEN AND CHANTALLE.
and i'm probably getting a new phone number tmr
( not that anybody else apart from lejie and joey will know)

18july

2010-07-18T17:48:00.004+08:00

I woke up quite late today, but my mom was later than me= no lunch:( yeah but Nicole woke her up anyway and asked her to go and buy:D theres tons of tests this coming week, quite looking forward to it since it's like having a goal to work towards ( not that I've actually studied or did anything to help me pass) yeah so I've been eating and slacking the whole day:) tired. Byebye

18 July

2010-07-18T11:49:00.005+08:00

I cannot stand it!!!
i cannot take the responsibility la!
idk why sometimes people are so sensitive
And why are u people judging others when u don't know them!
Everyone judges people la,
but can u at least respect the person enough to not say it out?
Fuming alr, i have good temper recently
but there are things which i still cannot stand. fuck
its like the same thing happening all over again
im reminded of the same person
only now its worse

Don't comment la

2010-07-10T22:13:00.003+08:00

Eh can those chinese people dont comment on my post alr, what ever the heck u saying is not related to my post! 你们不要在乱乱写东西在我的POST了!

Homeworkkkkkkkkk

2010-06-19T23:11:00.003+08:00

To do list:
1) Read Chinese book
2) Do a book review for the above
3) Chinese compo
4) Physics ws
5) Chemistry paper
6) Heymath
7) History notes
8) SS notes

This is the only way to remind myself, at last my blog has come to be useful.

Today is a day like any other, not quite

2010-06-02T21:34:00.002+08:00

Training with thai youth team by thai coaches last evening and this afternoon! Seriously the reason i'm even bothering to blog now is that i want to rmb this event-.- All my other days are the same ole same ole, i might as well copy and paste every post.

Anyw their drills are fun! But fast and furious, tiring! We focused on moving and defence, impt skills cuz we don't rly move our legs or bend low enough. Lots of running and gun di today, walao i got abrasion on my knee and countless of bruises. I deserved it la since i'm not supposed to go down on my knees during gun di, but i just didn't have time to think of the supposed steps to gun di, i just thought of saving the damn ball! Plus there were like 3 drills (i think) for gun di, i just kept getting abrased and abrased over and over again on my abrasion.(if there's such a word called abrased but you should get it)

Survivor was ok, short rallies however. My team : Som(Thai #4) Steph and Me! Then game, quite fun lah even though i only got a chance to touch the ball so few times. My team : Mar Hui Min, Alessandra, Jana, Som, #10 and Me!

I couldn't get thru my shower without a cloth stuffed into my mouth. Actually i didn't have a cloth in my mouth at first but there were complains that i was shouting too loudly in the bathroom. The abrasion caused me so much pain hahaha, luckily i never put the iodine medicine if not i will faint i think. ( I AM NOT BEING A BABY ABOUT IT! )

hchsknights08

2010-05-09T16:34:00.002+08:00

I know i'm supposed to be studying but this evil thing we call the " Internet " just keeps calling my name:( But i get to listen to awesome music like this :

2010-05-04T21:44:00.001+08:00

the weather sux!!! sweating like a pig although im sitting in front of a fan. bye im going to sleep. i havent studied at all. thanks everyone for the present i'll post more tmr bye

-

2010-05-03T19:38:00.000+08:00

& happy 2 years 4 months with my spouse
Goh Ke Xin

3 May 2010

2010-05-03T18:46:00.003+08:00

I'm officially fifteen.

Nothing much today, i slept till late, woke up and went for a buffet lunch. I ate alot of cake and the other stuff. I bought a cute hello kitty mouse:D But my sis just had to copy me. No present:( Haha, but it was nice to spend my birthday with my family. I should stop procrastinating but i can't bring myself to study!

Thanks those who wished my via sms or fb or whatever! May God bless all of you wonderful people!

2may

2010-05-02T22:29:00.004+08:00

Today was, as what pp said,
' A well spent day ' :)

Met pp at amk at 3pm today to celebrate our bday in advance!!! :D We went to orchard ion with inappropriate attire LOL but it was comfortable enough:D We were met by an awesome surprise - A birthday cake decorated by kim and chan!!! THANKS i was damn touched! Then pp and i tried to walk to cineleisure but got lost and wasted a lot of time, but its fun exploring with pp! ^-^ Took neoprints at cineleisure!!! DAMN FUN but NOT ENOUGH TIME=( We headed to the cinema's ticketing booth floor and ate our cake. Actually we looked quite loserly eating the cake by ourselves haha, took alot of pictures! Which i will upload tmr. Afterwhich had dinner and went to Center Point ( we got lost also, waste so much time!) specially to go to Marks & Spencers to buy Percy Pig! He should be honoured. But still pp's gonna eat him and share with me:D Rebound train and HSH yay a good day bye

A leopard doesnt change its spots

2010-05-01T22:43:00.002+08:00

What will it take for me to win again?

Uneventful day, i wasted my Saturday away as usual.

Is it too much to wish for sincerity for that one special day?

Masks of fear

2010-04-30T22:57:00.002+08:00

I just did some shocking things... Haha even I myself can hardly believe it. Btw ppl are starting to go on hiatus since exams are starting, but on the contrary i'm going OFF hiatus:D hehe because my awesome baby is back!!! YAY i'm so glad;)

First things first, I've reconnected with my BFF!!! My honey's a secret, don't tell you!=p I'm so glad to have Honey back, (btw the name honey should give u a hint if u haven't the slightest clue) and to know that God has been blessing H! Okay i'm so happy right now but I'm kinda rushing since I'm obliged to be back in my room in 5 mins(not forced, willingly agreed:O)

Second things second, the SHOCKING EVENTS of the night.

1) I actually felt full after dinner, most probably thanks to my eating LUNCH at 4 and dinner at 6.

2) Hell of a screaming night, but i wasn't the target, fortunately (or unfortunately, since my sis was the victim)

3) I cheered my sister up and talked sense into her!(or so i hope it went into her)

4) My sister's pee somehow ended up all over the floor(don't ask its disgusting)

5) I helped to clean it up!!!!! And got it on my hands!

6) I scrubbed and disinfected my hands so many times till it became wrinkled. I still don't feel clean. =(

7) My mom said I'm becoming more of a nice caring big sister! Woohoo.

***I am working on improving myself. =) with effect IMMEDIATELY. ***

My pencil case is filled only with black pens now, so emo. HAHA but exams NO CHOICE

Hello

2010-04-16T23:20:00.002+08:00

I went online and realised that i actually blocked alot of ppl. I should just delete them since i don't plan to unblock anyw, but i'm just too lazy! :D

Anyway, this week was a little bit more interesting than the last. I discovered a number of things that made my jaw drop... Though its worthy of gossiping about i shan't reveal anything, i'll respect other's privacy! Do to others what you want others to do unto yourself :D My birthday is coming in less than a month, so excited! Plus its on a holiday!!! I don't dare to hope for anything lest i be disappointed (this is not a hint even though it can be taken as one)

Its rather nice to note that some people don't really change wholely, they still call you alien like they did eons ago, they still laugh with that unique tone, they still are seen texting 24/7. Its probably these things that are most memorable and that makes u love them for who they are.

Joey asked me today: ' When you feel yourself upset or changed in a negative way, do you blame it on the people around you or the situation you're in? ' I believe its interlinked. Change is inevitable, after all. We can't blame others for change, nor can we blame the situations we're being placed in, neither can we put the blame entirely on our selves. So i guess we just can accept and deal with those unhappiness and change, just take it in our stride! Good night. God Bless:D

A rare post

2010-04-14T21:25:00.004+08:00

My day was well spent today! School was hell long, mine ended at 3.20pm cuz of physics prac which dragged till we completed our worksheet. I'm not really used to having a male for my lab partner..... mainly because i think they're either a) too messy, b) too careless, c) too (not) serious. Hahaha yahla very picky la! i screwed up my math and lit test today, bs-ed all the way for hist yesterday and english yesterday!=(

After sch i went with joey to bishan library's cafe! :) yay i had a wonderful time. Joey left and i studied with tien jinyi jean joel shaun and some other person. I ate and ate and ate continuously:D But now i'm feeling damn full and uncomfortable. We left the library and went to pastamania to eat yet again, + 3 subway cookies! And i had bubble tea at admiralty-.-

I realise that when i'm free, i eat and eat and eat non stop, but when i'm busy i don't have time to eat! Thats why i get fat during hols - too free already. Okay la i'm super addicted to reversi now:)

hiatus

2010-04-04T18:08:00.002+08:00

My computer crashed. For good. =( I had all my pictures from 2008 till 2010! Pictures and chat logs that aren't available ANYWHERE else! i was pretty upset but my cousin's gonna try to restore my data, meanwhile i've got no other means of going online except via 1) my dad's laptop, 2) my sister's desktop. No privacy, i don't like. ( btw i'm using dad's since it loads faster.) hopefully without internet's distraction i'll be able to complete my homework on time! haha kidding, i've yet to start on my weekend homework. neither have i any plans to start yet, and i won't be updating for quite some time probably. p/s i had a great time ytd with you 6!!! luv u BABES;D

JOEY

2010-03-25T22:27:00.002+08:00

WE TOTALLY FORGOT TO TELL FIR TO MEET BUAY SAI!

Dumb

2010-03-25T22:21:00.003+08:00

Today, i understand why some people choose to give up.

Cutest thing alive

2010-03-20T21:56:00.004+08:00

I WANT AN ENGLISH ANGORA BUNNY!!!

OMG THEY'RE SO DAMN CUTE!!!=D
I'm seriously going to start reading the care-guide for this breed of bunnies now! btw i want the blue-eyed white one! I can totally imagine cuddling it=D It never hurts to prepare early for a pet! HAHAHA;D

Love

2010-03-19T22:08:00.002+08:00

Absence makes the heart grow fonder!

Goh Ke Xin has been absent from my affairs for too long!!! I forbid it. I miss her alot hahaha:D I can't put my feelings to words, my love is boundless!

Ke Xin if you're reading this, i want to eat Oreos with you!!! HAHAHA!!!=D ok i miss u! May God be Blessing You every single moment!

haha

2010-03-17T21:28:00.001+08:00

A few days after Christmas, A mother was working in the kitchen listening to her son playing with his new electric train set in the living room.

She heard the train stop and her son yell "All you sons of bitches who want to get off, get the hell off now, because this is the last stop! All of you sons of bitches that are getting on, get your asses in the train cause were leaving".

The mother went in and told her son, "we don't use that kind of language in this house." Now I want you to go into your room for two hours. When you come out, you can play with your train, but I don't want to hear any bad language.

Two hours later, the son comes out of his room and continues playing with his train.

Soon the train stopped and the mother heard the son say, "All passengers who are disembarking the train, please remember to take all of your belongings with you. We thank you for riding with us today and hope your ride was a pleasant one. We hope you will ride with us again soon. For those of you who are just boarding the train, we ask that you stow all of your hand luggage under the seat, remember there is no smoking except on the club car. We hope you have a pleasant and relaxing journey with us today".

"For those of you who are pissed off with the two hour delay , please see the bitch in the kitchen."

Good things don't last

2010-03-17T21:08:00.003+08:00

I'm so desperate for entertainment that i googled for jokes. Tried watching Gossip Girl, which apparently is overrated because the storyline is predictable, repetitive and uninteresting. And i'm also facebook-looking-around because i have nothing better to do! No actually i have nothing better that i want to do. I have a pile of untouched holiday assignments which, judging my procrastination-number-one character, is staying untouched until sunday. Maybe i should try asking RATIPORN or EVELYN on their study tips... maybe then i can squeeze my way into the good books of mr hui hahaha (inside joke) However, boring as my days may seem, i quite prefer nothingness to school. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I WANNA GO SWIMMING TMR:D

Jump then fall

2010-03-14T22:27:00.003+08:00

Does having a second chance mean climbing back up alone, absorbing all the blows mentally and physically quietly all by myself? That just makes my recovery million times harder, if anything. I don't regret my desicions, but that doesnt make it one bit easier.

Likeyyy :D

2010-03-12T20:52:00.004+08:00

A list of things i like:
1. Oreos
2. Kinder bueno White
3. The Red Queen(seriously shes sooo cute!)
4. Van houten
5. Hello Kitty
6. FAMILY GUY HAHAHA
7. Stewie!
8. Cursing
9. Gwace
10. Adeline teo
11. Banana
12.Chantalle
13. Joweh
14. Kim
15. Pingey

One last thing i worship too much to be in the list:
HOLIDAYS!!!

2010-03-11T20:53:00.001+08:00

Hahaha i totally LOLed at this paragraph : "I think I got ran over by this huge red car," that sure was better than bumping into him and the flyer falling out."You mean that one?" he asked dubiously to the car in front of us that was parked. Oh crap, I was the stupidest clumsiest girl ever. I was right down there with blondes. I had just got run over by a parked car.

Moneysucker

2010-03-08T21:46:00.002+08:00

i almost got physical just now. so damn angry!!! i cant understand why some ppl choose to behave like this, it annoys the hell out of me! CAN U PLEASE BE MORE UNDERSTANDING THANKS I WOULD APPRECIATE IT

Syndicate

2010-03-04T20:23:00.003+08:00

Omg the weather suxxx!!! Its so hot and humid, i'm tempted to chop my hair off seriously. But on second thoughts, it might become worse when the hair sticks to my neck and i won't be able to tie it up. Hectic life, school, tons of homework, volleyball = lack of sleep & stress. Plus i think i'm having PMS! =( Nevermind, buck up Elaine! =D (have i mentioned, i'm a fan of The Fray!)

Fireflies

2010-02-28T19:11:00.002+08:00

damn it my new com desk arrived yesterday and the only plc to put it was opposite my sister's! so now we're literally back to back. and she keeps pestering meeeeee

You jump, I jump

2010-02-27T23:53:00.003+08:00

SATURDAY!!! Yay i love weekends:) Less hectic, tiring all the same. I enjoyed training:) Lazy to elaborate, maybe tmr. I just finished watching Titanic for my first time! I think its overrated, unless you're really into those romance stuff. I wanted to watch the process of sinking etc, but mostly the movie was just about the damned couple -.- Ok good bye i'm so tired:(

Today's a good day. Tomorrow will be even better.

2010-02-25T21:31:00.003+08:00

I keep telling myself that today's a good day. Its something i need to hear to believe. Omg i'm becoming autistic, why do i keep talking to myself?

Celebrated Sarah Kim's 15th Birthday on Tue!!! SAKAE buffet :D 4th time already ! Peng ah eat until! ate like 5 mochi icecreams and almost died. The outer layer of the mochi was utter crap. Why did i eat 5? I was greedy la=( Anyw pictures are on Facebook!

I had good food today, but i failed my A-Math. I'm so darned upset.(my sis told me not to say damn, instead i should use darn) And today's Lit paper was fugging difficult. Plus i got such low marks for Chem. What shit is this Elaine? This is an example of LAZY SHIT!

I musn't fail Chinese! XXX will screw me if i dont get A1. But try as i might, i can't seem to remember the meaning of those darned idioms.

A title

2010-02-22T22:02:00.001+08:00

Feel like shitting now. Went for training today:) Going to try studying now bye!

Why?

2010-02-18T21:57:00.002+08:00

The internet has become a place of verbal abuse! And it also encourages rudeness from people who are younger than us. However, it is also a place where u can find great entertainment. Haha! Absence really makes the heart grow fonder! I am reaching school at 6.30am tmr yay

Ipin and Upin! :D

2010-02-17T21:14:00.003+08:00

Hello! :D haha, this blog is w i l t i n g. But then i don't have much time to blog anymore:( Common tests are going on now! Busybusybusy! Lots of homework, not really much studying time lol. plus its cny period, how to squeeze time for hw during visiting! Ok actually the cny thing was an EXCUSE! i have been spamming chocolates and goodies during the horleeedehhhsss!

Have i mentioned that i really hate this xxx ! She really suxxx! Tien knows, because she hates her too! hahahaah! She really makes my life and learning DIFFICULT!

Can u imagine how hard it is to cope with chinese when u have this xxx reminding u every lesson " You're not up to standard, just drop la, don't waste everyone's time if u're not serious" She gives me the impression that she expects us to all have come from China! How are we supposed to show her our seriousness when she shouts and annoys us all day...... My goodness my blood boils. She loves to put us down instead of encouraging us like any normal teachers.

Lets not waste time on xxx the monster anymore:) don't invest your precious time on useless and health-harming emotions such as HATRED!

I would like to let all of u know that
1) My keyboard's 'K' is spoilt and it annoys me cuz its half popping out grrr.
2) I love my parents and my sister. Which i call my family. HAHA i really love love love them! they treat me with tender loving care. Seriously! And i realise my dad likes to say this " up to u, whatever u like. u choose " He always prioritise me 1st! ^^^ yay i'm happy until i've 3 eyes. I'm trying not to be bias by mentioning my love for my mom and sis too.

Come, now let us proceed to the next segment of this blog entry!

I STILL HATE DORA!

Restored!

2010-02-07T18:20:00.002+08:00

Hello i restored my bloggiiieee hahah! Nothing much going on these days to blog about, but i just felt like restoring it^^ Ok haha i shall continue to think of what to post!

:)

2010-01-14T19:23:00.003+08:00

SAKAE BUFFET

3PPL, 31 plates, don't play play!

WILLY WONKA!

2nd

2010-01-11T21:11:00.003+08:00

I need to go on a diet already!!! Eat less diet! my eating habits are getting out of hand! Like she says, girls should not be eating so much.-.- I scare myself too. LOL and i dont want to get diabetes or high blood pressure or high cholesterol or clogged arteries=(

toootooo chugchug

2010-01-11T18:26:00.002+08:00

some ppl just cant see straight!!!
im actually enjoying school, n studying.
should i go for the xray?

Cherry cherry boom boom

2010-01-07T21:06:00.003+08:00

My blog is so dead and boring! I don't know what to blog about nowadays, super tired too.

I finished tuition abt 8pm after requesting to end earlier haha, got a bad headache and my body is like aching everywhere, esp my back and ankle. Waking up every morning at 6am is torture! Plus we gotta sit thru hours and hours of lessons..... my gosh.

Ok i'm thinking alot of rubbish now byebye! :D

Work hard.

2010-01-06T21:53:00.002+08:00

School start alr, no time to blog !
Haha ok that was just an excuse:D Go to my fb for new photos. thanks bye.

Tuition tmr woohoo! [ :( ]

Lets do the BELLY DANCE!

2010-01-05T21:49:00.004+08:00

My genius mom fixed the break! Haha!!! ok salesgirls are nubs. Japan came over today and i ate bread and she complained about my way of eating-.-' I ignored her and watched Confessions of a Shopaholic and Ghosts of Girlfriend's Past! im quite a bad host but then there was nth else to do.

Today's PE quite boring. lol

2010-01-02T01:14:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOSH ONLY 2 MORE DAYS LEFT TILL SCH REOPENS AND ALL MY HOMEWORKS ARE INCOMPLETE! congratulations~

Edited

2010-01-02T01:01:00.002+08:00

WAAAIT still got one more damn important paaart! After the countdown, i received a nice surprise! haha, pp took out a white paper bag and wished me a merry christmas! :D Although it is late but walao its damn awesome lah! I was estatic! She gave me a beard and a pair of reindeer shoes to complete Vege's christmas clothes set! DAMN SWEET RIGHT!!! Plus the shoes was when we were at suntec before the movie and i was commenting on how cute it was, and that it matches Vege's clothes! YAY^^

I don't wanna wash it because i am afraid i will wash the specialness away.

Ghompz

2010-01-02T00:44:00.003+08:00

I went for the countdown at marina bay yesterday. So exciting, it was my first time! Before that we met up at suntec for dinner at sakae :D No buffet, so i wasn't full hahaha~ Its been long since the Survivors went out tgt!!! Woohoo i luv it.

OK then we walked around and went to the arcade. Adel and chan took the fake rollercoaster thing and chan was screaming and holding the roof because they didn't know got handles( there is a video of it with tien)

Then we went to take neoprints yay its damn fun when we were designing it but somehow one of the nicest pictures wasnt printed-.- And Rockery's bbt is damn nice + their Banana Tango ( xiang jiao tiao wu ) was nice too! Joey chan and kim left soon after.

'Old Dogs' at 9.30pm, quite funny but boring also. Don't really recommend it.

Squeezed our fat bodies thru the crowd and only managed to get a spot near the Mandarin Hotel!!! Walao, we climbed over the barricade thing and i was damn chui and in the end we still got chased out-.- Nobody was counting down cuz we don't know the exact time so we were all watching for the fireworks. It was colourful but loud. I took a video!^^ It felt quite good to be able to be with 3 of my most precious girls on the first second of 2010! :D

We took pictures~ Waited and walked aimlessly around while waiting for kim to join us. In the end it was late and we never got to meet her as i wanted to go home already.

Me tien and pp were discussing about self-defense moves on the way back as it was late and i was going to walk home alone. Conclusion : If the attacker is 1) Male , - Kick his ballz then punch his face and run. 2) Female , - Poke the hole between her collarbones then punch her face and run. But we had a debate if the ballz or dick more painful when we kick it.

Btw i didn't get attacked, so no excitement and no story=( too bad. My mom has been laughing to her self for 1hr+ already... I have headache all day long.

Fucked up.

2009-12-30T10:34:00.001+08:00

My life is so screwed. God help me.

Eat fresh!

2009-12-29T21:47:00.003+08:00

I was doing heymath and thinking that since there was 90mins to do it, i decided it open for a few mins and go do my other stuff. I freaking forgot about it and luckily, there was a warning that thr is only 5 mins left for the quiz. My immediate response : "OH MY SHIT! " -spam clicks on the save button and exit the window! "how how how!".

walao i will never make that same mistake ever again.

BTW I AM HAPPY! :D Because my mom say i can go for the countdown w team :D Hohoho

2009-12-28T17:47:00.002+08:00

I'm damn tired of all this shit!!! I thought its like my mom always say : Time will heal it. its not true for all cases though! Sometimes, waiting will actually worsen it. fucking ballzing pain

2009-12-28T08:25:00.001+08:00

I'm going to try my new shoes for the millionth time!!! :D there will be a millionth and one time and many more than that. SO FUN!

Little girls are made of gunpowder and lead.

2009-12-28T07:15:00.003+08:00

I am usually a sleep-in person, but it was unfortunate that i did not get any sleep last night at all!!! Seriously, not even a few minutes! Plus i can lie down and read newspapers for an hour and i still feel so wide awake-.- Usually when its late and i try to read i will fall asleep, or when i listen to music i will drift off into sleep. Damn irritating!!! Just because i drank coffee after dinner.

Oh ya i caught my mom reading outside at 4am + also hahaha! She also drank coffee and she only slept for 15mins in the end becuz she need to go work. I was playing the Pipe Game in my hp, and usually even in the day i cannot solve it, i completed all the stages in less than an hr-.- And i didn't make use of the time to do anything productive, like do any homework hahaha! :D

I bought two pairs of converse yesterday!!! ^_^ I know i shouldn't covet for these extra stuff...but its not like i wont wear!!! Woohoo damn glad, and my sis bought the pair i like but don't have size 6, and she's a size 5 and i'm also a size 5 so i can share with her hahaha!!! Its actually quite annoying to buy shoes because so many people like to buy size 6 and i also like to buy size 6 =( Haha are u puzzled???=D too bad:D My sis complained that i am so weird because i like buy different size shoes LOL=D even though i like to act like i know my own size very well i'm still quite indecisive on which one to settle on.

SUPER EXCITED NOW!!! Its not wearing off! Whenever i buy something i will feel so excited because its new and it usually remains new and i usually also remain excited for quite some time=D

It feels quite weird not to sleep + not to feel tired come to think of the countless nights that i would challenge myself to keep awake, plus those times i missed the sunset(always) after specially waiting for it because i couldn't freaking keep my bladdy eyes open for that particular moment.

This is quite a wordy post, forgive me as i have not been blogging often. Goodbye!

Christmas is coming to town!

2009-12-23T23:08:00.005+08:00

http://xiaxue.blogspot.com/2009/12/love-story.html

I just read this and it seems like the closest you can get to a fairytale in real life! Actually i typed in heck loads negativities and the sheer chance, not to mention luck of something like this happening, but i deleted it. Who doesn't love fairytales?

Btw the title is lame but i like the sound of it! Christmas is the holiday when u give and receive, when u spread love and celebrate the being of our heavenly Father! =D

Goodbye. I am going to become a better person!

p/s : i can't freaking pronounce UGLY. walao!

Yummy waffles

2009-12-18T21:46:00.004+08:00

Hello hello hello! Today is such a weird day! I cried for 4 times LOL! Twice becuz i was watching something touching, then twice again becuz my dad was too tired to bring me to j8 to eat. I deprived myself of lunch just becuz i wanted to go j8 for yami yogurt and subway!!! :@ So pissed off la. then i was being bitchy and grouchy and annoyed becuz i was damn hungry!!!

In the end he decided to bring me to the nearest subway outlet which was at sembawang, and i thought sembawang shopping center was same as sunplaza so we went to sunplaza but don't have! My gosh! Disappointed to the max=( But there was Mr Bean so i ate soya ice cream haha i like it! btw my dad informed us that we could have anything we want for christmas! yay however i am at a loss of what to ask from him .

I am very nervous nao.

Awakening

2009-12-18T00:39:00.002+08:00

Hello hello hello! Pp tien joey kim adel are going to msia for vrex u17 later. Gonna miss them like crazy, but ALL THE BEST babes! :D

I've been thinking lately, cuz christmas is coming and i'm starting to plan my presents list, and i think of all my friends, what they would like, and memories of time spent with them.

I think i'm taking many of them for granted! Like my wonderful kexin, my awesome ping pong, my sweet tien, my thoughtful joey, my cute kim, my hyper channy, my xingan adel, baldy nico, etc. OH YA, especially my mom, sister and daddy! Walao i am so ungrateful-.-

Staying up late ALWAYS makes me hungry. Maybe thats why i grow so fat over the holidays hahaha!!! Woohoo, starting homework tmr!(i hope) And maybe some (spring) cleaning hahaha!

Btw i wrapped my textbooks on wednesday. Damn kiasu and scared that my books will be scratched and ugly hahaha!

Ping Pong showed her love for me today ! And she lied to me HAHAHA!

Me : I missed u alot leyyy~
PP : I did not. Wait, u want me to tell u the truth or lie to u?
Me : Lie to me la
PP : Ok this is a lie : oooh i miss u so much!

HAHAHAHA! idiotic woman! *KISS KISS* =D

How annoying can you be

2009-12-12T22:06:00.001+08:00

Oh no, its me!

Hahaha this picture damn funny

2009-12-10T22:37:00.001+08:00

I was playing with my webcam before the unfortunate stool incident.

Lousy me.

2009-12-10T22:30:00.002+08:00

Okay i fell off the stool and it seriously seriously seriously hurts. Goodness gracious me. Btw my dad fell off the stool last time also haha

Mentality

2009-12-09T23:14:00.003+08:00

Life doesn't always serve you your "wants" on a silver platter. I'm just gonna do what I gotta do. I don't wanna be the one who gives excuses, i'm not gonna be the one who acts like its the end of the world just because of one setback. I know many have seen me fall so i'm not gonna pretend and say i'm strong. But i've always found a reason to get back up again. Those who feel like its hopeless, just remember that only when you overcome your giants that you will grow stronger and succeed. Ask God to guide you along, you will never be lonely! :D Ciao!

p/s : i still have not started on my hols assignments! OMG=O

Terry and Linda Jamison

2009-12-09T20:56:00.003+08:00

Did you know that there are is an actual psychic in the world!!! Wait, let me correct myself, psychicS. Twins!

The Psychic Twins were the only psychics who predicted the World Trade Center terroristattacks (9/11/2001) and the attack on The Pentagon.
- Art Bell "Coast to Coast A.M." Premier Radio 11/99

THE PSYCHIC TWINS STRIKE OSCAR GOLD AGAIN ON TYRA SHOW!
Check out The Psychic Twins predicting all TOP SEVEN OSCAR WINNERS FOR 2009 onThe Tyra Banks Show.
-The Tyra Banks Show, Feb. 09

George W. Bush will be elected President in 2000 race.
- Art Bell Radio Show, Nov. 1999 (before he was even nominated), Premier Radio

FOUND! PREDICTION CONFIRMED
The Psychic Twins predicted in 2005 on CBS NEWS "THE INSIDER" that the lover ofOlivia Newton-John, Patrick McDermott, had faked his death and was hiding in Mexico.
- see this clip on YouTube.

Walao! Cool or not?! Not enough to convince you? Go to http://psychictwins.com/predict.html nao! =D I felt so happy and excited after reading their predictions hahaha!

Mmm

2009-12-07T22:53:00.001+08:00

I think i fell in love yesterday... hahaha

2009-12-07T21:10:00.001+08:00

I am so tempted to cut this hairstyle! I know i won't look as pretty as her lah, but will it get screwed up??? I don't mind looking like a butch hahaha!

Summary of my trip

2009-12-07T20:48:00.002+08:00

Yozzz! I am wiped out manz! I just got back yesterday night from malaysia V-rex u-15. Haha, like business people, go tw frm 26nov-3dec, then to msia frm 4dec-6dec.:D

During the tw trip there was like 2 steamboat buffet meals and dumplings also. But also some ownself buy food. The barbeque sweetpotato damn nice! My best buy was the Hello Kitty memory card reader! to be honest i didn't enjoy this trip as much as last year's.

Took a bus to jb in the morning(4th dec) I feel damn deprived of sleep hahas! Played games for 3days, had seafood dinners, good food! Phs came in 3rd for V-rex u-15 games. Came home, eat and sleep until this afternoon.

There is a friendly today but i was not allowed to leave the house-.- OK i going buy book tmr yay finally can start with my homework!

Detailed post

2009-12-07T19:48:00.006+08:00

26th - reached tw at about 3+ afternoon, half of the day wasted away already. Then went to our hotel ( Crystal Hotel ) not very grand or whatever, quite small-.- 3stars i think. at night we had our dinner at those kopitiam-ish place where they sell practically the same food at every corner. I had fried icecream, i rate it ok only not say damn nice or whatever. I tried the smelly tofu hahaha! It stinks like hell but it tastes ok.

27th - okay i forgot already! (now referring to my reflection booklet) the juniors had a game at Fu Xing elementary school and the kids damn small sized and the boys' knees damn low with damn short calves hahaha! then we went to the farm resort and made tang yuans and released a lantern with our wishes written on it;D it was pretty! Hahas.

28th - We went to a cultural center ( i totally cannot rmb wth it was about, and i am copying frm my reflection book) we went to Ming Hu Junior High school to watch their match, some sort of national games going on. Lunch was those street food again, the food wasn't proper and not filling. Xi Men Ding for shopping at night, i don't like.

29th - B girls played with Ming Hu , best of 5, won the first two, lost the last three.(apparently according to my booklet there was great team spirit!:D) they were supposed to be the potential champions of their division? I tried a hot spring bath today, damn hot ah! Quite relaxing, tho the place looks damn dirty. Shopping at Shi Lin Night market! Woohoo i like:D

30th - We went to Hua Qiao school for a friendly with them. Okay the principal actually told us : Even though our vb girls are world champions, i'm sure we all have our own good qualities. Wtf!!! Hahah but the girls were in jc and really tall and every ball they whackwhackwhack. And we made many mistakes , lost 0-5. Checked in at a university hostel! Room with chan joey pp! got bunk beds leh=D Our balcony linked to tien's , can walk over 1 ! haha cool or not. I like the shopping plc there;D

1st - Morning training, supposed to assemble by 6am (freaking early!!!) And many of us were late! Because both me and tien's room ppl alarm nv ring and many sec1s were also late. Since we were late, we had to run to the campus training place which was like more than 3km away, sickening ! Actually the tourguide say its only a 5min bus ride, and 15min walk. Apparently the 15min walk was the time 1.9+m basketballers took to walk there. The ppl who walked took 1hr and those who ran took about 30mins? Played against Da An school, i think we lost but i forget already. Xi Men Ding for night shopping again (=[) I tripped over the balcony thing and sprained my ankle =.= damn pain lah

2nd - Morning training again, nobody was late yay! Jogged over to the sport hall again. We went to some warehouse plcs at night but not really anything i liked.

3rd - Time to take the plane back to my island home! Haha:D It feels great to be back honestly.

Pls do not contact my via SMS or call me from 26th Nov - 3rd Dec!

2009-11-25T21:20:00.003+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE I AM GOING TO TAIWAN TMR!!! OMG!!!=D But i am not looking forward to the 6hr plane ride. Goodness, i am going to be nauseous for 360 freaking minutes=(

And i seem to be like the only kiasu one who is bringing thermal wear and thick jacket-.-

Clean and green!

2009-11-24T20:57:00.003+08:00

Okay i am super frustrated and annoyed now! Cuz of money la! Totally spoilt my mood! You know my mom went to change singapore money to taiwan money, then the money changer guy freaking cheat her money!

Wah i feel so angry! Whats worse is, she didn't bother to count, and she said " never mind la" Freaking annoying! Goodness me, i am boiling! Tmr i gonna go check with the guy again, luckily got receipt! I hope he tell me the same rate as he told my mom, so i can fight for justice! At first i thought i was angry cause my mom is so irresponsible and 'bo-chap' about it, but then again, she has always been careless and don't take note of details, so i am actually angry at the guy, dishonest la! I feel victimised for my mom-.-

I really don't understand why people have to use such despicable methods! Especially business people. The world is becoming so materialistic and moneyfaced.(of course i am too, but i don't cheat others)

I feel like eating Froot Loops, peanut butter, potato chips, Subway!

Yay meeting banana tmr to go buy stuff=D

p/s; my dad bought me strawberry hi-chew and now i feel so bad that i was kind of rude to him

Yep yep yep

2009-11-22T21:14:00.002+08:00

Can i go eat shit seriously

Hahaha my hair is super screwed woohoo

It always ends up screwed after a trip to the salon

I am contemplating a mushroom hair cut

Come on i need more encouragement

Blog status : Just unprivated:D

2009-11-22T11:58:00.002+08:00

Please tag!

Mellow crab

2009-11-22T11:25:00.003+08:00

HELLO I AM BAAACK! But my blog status is still private=D

M.I.A for almost a week cuz i went overseas(i realise i am thankful for singapore's clean toilets) and also lazy to blog. I freaking lost my taiwan booklet!!! its probably somewhere around in my house but i have not found it yet.

TAIWAN TRIP IS IN FOUR MORE DAYS! EXCITING OR NOT?!?! yes lah! Super excited. Lets play volleyball! Lets gun di in the hotel corridors! Lets eat like a pig for every meal! Lets go buy bubble tea! Lets go shopping! Lets move furniture all around the hotel room! Lets bathe together!(maybe not) Lets get molested on the bus!(maybe not too) Lets camp at each other's rooms! Lets have an awesome team talk! Lets have fun!Also, lets improve ourselves in terms of skills and attitude!

By the way i haven't started buying or packing anything yet. Super last minute, typical me-.- But then again, i don't have the list of stuff to bring ?

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My sister is so annoying nowadays! Seriously, rude and annoying and selfish and irresponsible. Is she going thru puberty??? Please let that phase faster pass cuz she picks up a fight with me and we BOTH get blamed-.- because its "fair". She is super duper uber ungrateful!!! She doesn't say or mean her thanks when you buy her stuff or do smth nice for her, and the next min she is wanting something else and whining and giving cuz she can't have it.

My mom used to scold me for not speaking up when i want something, like " if you don't tell me you want it, how will you ever get it?" Aiya i don't like to ask stuff from people until now even though they are my family-.- (its not like i am very nice and dont wanna spend their money its because i know its a want and not a need and i can't stand a "no") And she would compare me to my sis " she want something she tells me and most of the time she gets it " hello that was pre-puberty. Now she wants everything and if she doesn't get it she throws a tantrum lah please.

Happy sweet 16th Wei Ling!

2009-11-16T23:47:00.004+08:00

Training-ed at CCAB today, super hot and stuffy AS USUAL. Goodness me, DON'T HAVE WIND, not even a BREEZE! But i tried today to concentrate harder like coach said i should=) There was a slight improvement=) 9 more days to taiwan!!! So fast right!

Then we went to Sakae Sushi for buffet team dinner! :D Super good, it was really value for money for me hahas! Even though choices for me quite limited, but i ate alot! Each person can only have 3 mochi ice cream=( So cute and round =D Haha, really had fun (even though mostly we talked about the food and ordered stuff and complain about the waitress service)

After that we paid and went out to surprise weiling with her birthday cake! She was so touched that she teared! Hahas! :D The cake taste like kinder bueno mmm~ (Y) Thumbs up!

Everyone left, headed to Mos Burger with tien to eat Ichigo Bliss. Omg damn nice, feel super blissed after taht. Hahas, actually is the person i ate with made the whole experience so nice(wink*wink*) Took many chui pictures and laughed our asses off! Homed at 10.30pm, i was late for home and from now i must reach home by 8.30pm.

Yay i going to do English homework already okay byebye!

p/s : i feel so blessed to have such wonderful team mates with me! I thank the Lord for each and every one of them - joey tien pp kim japan adel chan aunty p2 bubu ciyin jiangling jolene nienie tingting cass weiling! :D I love you babes!!!

pp/s : thanks for everything, God taught me so many lessons thru all of them, both good and bad ones, but in the end, i grew up.

Pictures @ http://cccassandraaa.blogspot.com/

Useless

2009-11-15T08:04:00.000+08:00

Current blog status : Privated

Haha its quite silly why i'm even blogging now since i privated my blog and i didnt invite anyone-.- But i really feel like typing hahas. Well today, phs red team lost our crucial game to dunman 0-2 =( so we cannot proceed to the 2nd round, as we also lost to punggol 0-2 that time. We really shouldn't have lost to punggol(we mostly lost ourselves), but who am i to say that since i can't contribute to anything in the team? It really sucks to be on the team and know that you are not ready to go on court and take over anyone and have the selfconfidence to PERFORM and SHINE on court. My heart really breaks when i see my team mates crying in hurt and pain, all the while thinking and blaming myself for being so lousy and incompetent that i can't help in any way. All those who played on court today keeps blaming themself and saying they let us all down, but i think i let everyone down the most, for not being ready to cover any of you at anytime, and knowing that i'll screw up if i get placed on court. Coach talked to me when we reached sch, he said the reason i cannot do well is that i am not concentrating during training, i must admit, i have deproved alot since cgirls, but everyone else is improving. I don't know, is it because i can't move on? Must change the mentality already, i am in b girls, its tough shit, but gotta stick with it yo. And i know i can shine if i put in my 101% concentration and determination, i also have God with me to guide me through the hardships and pain to my destinition- success and glory for Him. I think i'm going to meditate every night from now on the prepare me for the next day hahas=) Goodbye

Many people, but ONE team

2009-11-12T21:42:00.003+08:00

We lost to punggol 0-2 . Shouldn't have, but no use crying over split milk! Today, who were really lost to is ourselves. Many pts were lost becuz of our own mistakes, not enough fighting & team spirit. Everyone must want to win, focus, and work tgt as ONE. So from now on, don't spill any more milk! hahas okay red team! We can do it girls! lets make up for this loss by doing our best and WIN our remaining two matches!!! Don't be afraid of Dunman,(the snake) because once we're afraid, the game is already lost. we must have confidence in each other and ourself! Apply what we learnt during trg, and don't just keep thinking of each mistake we make but learn frm it and make up for it by scoring for the team! I'm sure our sch is one of the teams that train the hardest, longest hours. We have to sarifice our holidays for trgs, Aim : To improve ourself, CHAMPIONSHIPS! Lets not let our hard work, sweat, time and tears go to waste! Lets win!!! today is a lesson learnt, i'm sure we;ll all go back tmr and on as a stronger, wiser , more bonded team. it might be a high price to pay, but with this, we'll put in our best because every point counts, even though you might think its "one point only " so many of that thought, leads to so many points lost and eventually, the whole game is lost. We can't disappoint those who've confidence in us, i feel that we DESERVE to get into the next round. girls, we can do it

11 November 2009

2009-11-11T18:20:00.004+08:00

I think i wasted my 'off' day today. Today was supposed to be an actual holiday cuz don't have anything impt on. But i have tuition in the morning and went to see doctor after that.

Tuition was fun! But i was quite tired and keep yawning-.- then i rush to marsiling to meet my mom to go polyclinic. Polyclinic got so many people! It was my first time there haha and it was very big. I thought it was some small clinic located below a random void deck but it was a big building.

We took our registration number and waited quite long. ONLY REGISTRATION ok. then we were finally given our consultation number and went upstairs to find the place. I suggested going to eat 1st cuz it seems like we have to wait quite long. We went away for like half an hour and came back, still got ten more ppl until our turn.

I was seriously super annoyed cuz in the 1st place i don't want to see doctor already and plus we have to wait so freaking long for our turn and it made me GRUMPY >=( And this aunty keep callin our number and her voice was annoying too! but i went over anyw but only take height and weight-.- i gained weight but did not gain height, too bad.

Finally my turn came and i dislike the doctor. My mom says polyclinic doctors are those that just graduated-.- well it seems true, which doctor will tell you -

Dr : there's nothing i can do...the only way i can think of is stop the sport that is hurting you...find other sport to join lah.
Mom : so...we came here to hear u say that and convince ourselves that nth can be done to cure it?
Dr : i'm not saying that...since she has no problem when she sits or anything so the problem must be lying in the sport...she wont feel pain if she stops playing the sport, there are other sport she can try also...
Mom : Is there anyway to cure it or minimize the pain?
Dr : No.You see, the problem lies with her spine...its like your eyes, u can't see when u drive,so don't drive! You can't change her spine
Mom : So... thats all? i mean we came here to consult u but u're telling us that there's nth we can do?
Dr : i can issue her some painkillers if you want

Walao what sort of doctor is that? I mean i am a patient right, do u tell a patient "oh there's no hope, so run away." screwed lah.

10 November 2009

2009-11-11T18:08:00.003+08:00

I went for morning trg @ CCAB. The driver gave me a really bad impression-.- He has a bad working attitude!!! I trained normally cuz my mum asked me to strain myself so i can tell the doctor how the pain feels like-.-

Went market with most of the b girls :D then half went back 1st and left me tien kim jiayi tt sarahlew^^ damn fun chatting with them! Hahas! jiayi left and tt told us ghost stories which were quite funny. hahas! laughed alot and had a good time:D I ate alot seriously. \

Took the train home with tien and i dragged her off @ admiralty to tell her my funny encounter on the way to sch in the morning. Quite stupid and embarrassing but funny at the same time. Laughed more and i walked home feeling jolly! =D

p/s : actually i privated my blog cuz i dont want to post but i want to rmb my day so i decided to post. haha

Don't know!!!

2009-11-07T20:27:00.002+08:00

stop wasting time stop wasting breath stop wasting youth
life doesnt stop just becos there are setbacks

Nicole Fox ftw.

2009-11-06T20:09:00.002+08:00

Gave up physically, giving up mentally. I know you'll be disappointed to know, but i am human! Humans have limits. Damn tired of trying when nothing's coming out of it. Maybe i'm not even trying anymore. This mental battle is keeeeeeling me seriously. chopchop, goodbye.

Zhang Zhong Ace!

2009-11-02T22:33:00.003+08:00

Red team did well today! Haha ;D We won XinMin=) the girls played well! shuai ! ;D Blue team, don't be discouraged! You guys can do it too!just communicate more and dare to whack! ^^

I've got an awful headache=( And i ate 2 BIG dinners. I really felt like bursting, it is a horrible feeling! Everyone's falling sick... take care girls!!! Drink more water, sleep earlyyy=D

JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU

phs-volleyball.blogspot.com

2009-11-01T23:31:00.002+08:00

I am feeling so annoyed by this guy on ffs who keeps buying kexin even tho i wrote NFS so clearly! BLIND SHIT! And he still got the balls to give her some idiotic nickname and write : " Strictly Not For Sale " Don't even respect other people's nfs then who will respect his? Brainless ahhh!!! Walao i'm getting so agitated over some fb game... haha becoming so no-life! But my beloved kexin is at stake!!! grrr

Tai Wan trip is coming woohoo! Time flies... its in less than a month!!!=D Can't waaaaaait.

Oh ya btw i went to the playground with my sister today and i was so frightened when i climbed up because its quite high. I wanted to slide but my butt was stucK!!! hahaha!!! too fat and old already la. But i managed to force my big ass down and PLOP!i overshot and landed on the ground and hit my back. pain ah!!! Dangerous for old people! do not try this.

Our 1st U-16 match starts TOO MOR ROWWW! Good luck girls!!! Love you

Craphole

2009-10-30T22:21:00.006+08:00

I don't know i don't know i don't know!!! Hypocrites like me like you like them just spoils everything in the universe. Oh dear me and you, we're just so not innocent like we make ourselves to be, we all want to win. Yup win win win, of course, we want to look good by winning. This is a fact - You are not better than me, so stop acting like that. I'm not saying I'm damn great or w/e but i can't stand it when everything becomes my fault because you can't see yourself!!! I hope you see soon, because I am really really really reaching my limits. I'm not expecting myself to confide in you anymore.

Hello Grace, I really miss being BFFs with you

28 OCTOBER 2009

2009-10-28T21:52:00.005+08:00

2 Faith 2009 =)
p/s : me and yanxiu look alike! Hahas!

Ke Xin made a pretty cookie for me! <333333 I have a picture of it, upload it next time! Grace's cookies are nice too!=D

Museum today! :D

- Bus ride there was a headache for us -.-

- Sat with BANANA my love!:D

- I slept on her shirt. Mmm^^

- Bananas explored the museum together!

- Tien screamed becuz li nan popped out. ( HAHA )

- Bus ride back was so peaceful

- Training at CCAB!=D

- Rather disappointed at smth

- I finally touched the ballzzz!

- Happy to play ball again=)

- Bus back to sch

- Joey and I were singing on the bus

- Went to sch to eat free food HAHA

- Headed to market to eat again

It has been a long day, but so enjoyable! Hahas;D except a part during training, quite upset=( Nevermind! U-16 is coming soon, JY GIRLS! Luv u all :D

Believe in me.

2009-10-27T20:34:00.003+08:00

Above all, love each other deeply, because love covers over a multitude of sins.
1 Peter 4:8

I just found out from FACEBOOK that we have history tour or whatever tmr!!! I didn't get the consent form leh!!! And kass says its until 2.30pm. And we're supposed to be going to CCAB for trg tmr-.-

U-16 Fixtures is out on VAS website. CHECK IT OUT ! http://www.vas.org.sg/uploads/articles/U13_U16_Fixtures_Revised_2.pdf

I'm going to resume training WITH BALLZ tmr. U-16 is in less than a week, and with so many ppl gone its gonna be hard on the rest, so my injury or whatever shall not be an excuse=) I don't wanna go there wearing my jersey and knowing that i'm not in the right physical condition to play.Whats the point if i do that? its just like " flower " -.- no thx. But i'm afraid my physical state is not as strong as my mental one-.-'

Jayjay the Jetplane!

2009-10-26T20:10:00.003+08:00

I am going to get back to real training ( with BALLZ ) ASAP!!! For the past few trainings i could only do pts and strengthening my back. Plzplzplz faster recover. Ok the back-strengthening thing i think i doing wrongly or whatever because everyday it seems to hurt more even when i'm walking. So annoying!!!

Hehe i'm prayin every nite!=D Praying gives me peace and strength and hope! Thank You amazing God! :D Yay! Ok i'm feeling happy for no reason but SMILE anyway!

Jiayi gave me a letter today which totally made my day! Damn sweet! Kept me smilin=D thx!!!

Elaine go learn your scales!!! I think i'm going to try and master " Wake Me Up When September Ends " on the piano woohoo! =D My neighbour has been playing Fur Elise for hours

Aiya my post today super choppy cuz i'm being entertained by RIS LOW thus causing my memory to go BOOMZ and i can't really rmb what i want to blog about.

Lmao!

2009-10-25T23:11:00.004+08:00

FREAKING FUNNY!!! HAHA! His version of With You by Chris Brown more funny! { CLICK! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hidgmkAH3Ik } But don't have the embed code=(

A thousand miles

2009-10-25T14:28:00.002+08:00

I think i have slight food poisoningT_T i've been having diarrhea for 2 days and cramps and feel like shieeeeet. The person who poisoned my food is lucky because i ate many things so i don't know which was poisoned. Stupid idiot i was awaken in the middle of the night because the cramps were killing me and i needed to shit.

Oh yah i'm quite irritated because the u-16 fixxtures are not out yet and i need to arrange to collect my passport with my mom and she is scolding meee

Tien tien wo ai ni!

2009-10-25T00:44:00.003+08:00

24/10/09 :
- nua outside the hall w/ banana! :D
- laughed alot
- did some weights
- cannot play ball!!!=(
- bored!!!

We talked with the p6 guy today. He's quite irritating haha
Tien took off her bandage. INSIDE GOT A PILE SHIT!!! HAHAHA!
I GOT TAKE PHOTO AS PROOF OK!
Want to c? Ask me =D!

QUEEN! GET WELL SOON! FRIENDLY!
Kim, take good care of urself, u-16 is here alr, don't fall sick=D

May i have this dance?

2009-10-24T23:15:00.002+08:00

page 1

page 2

page 3

page 4

Dark blue - Elaine
Light blue - Kexin

Aiya we were limited to only 5 words per person ! Hahas! We were really damn bored during the thing so -.-''' We acutally drew harry and harriet but my scanner damn slow so i decided to scan it another time. Aiya i'm busy chatting with a cute girl -inserts pervertic look- HAHA! i MIGHT update ltr =D

Who am I?

2009-10-22T19:25:00.005+08:00

Flee from youthful lusts; but pursue righteousness, faith, love, and peace with those who call on the Lord out of a pure heart.
2 Timothy 2:22

Today was quite boring for me=) I shall list my day out in point form

- I attended the student leadership thing
- We sat in the chapel basement
- My butt damn pain!
- I talked to cursing=DDD
- We wrote a story in crayons^^
- I shall scan it soon.

I update again later!

Part 2 :

I am currently extremely happy! Hahaha! Nobody knows why...so mysterious...haha okay lah im being damn lame! Good bye!

WHO AM I - Casting Crowns
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours

I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

Meant to be

2009-10-21T21:49:00.006+08:00

I've placed my faith and trust in the Lord,

And God is able to make all grace abound to you, so that in all things at all times, having all that you need, you will abound in every good work.
2 Corinthians 9:8

I prayed alot today, my day didn't go well. But there were some okay moments.

Negative
Reasons :
1. i acted/behaved badly to joey
2. i paid the class fund ( 12$!!! )
3. i had evil thoughts about my friends
4. i was jealous -.-
5. i wasn't allowed to play ball

Positive
Reasons :
1. i didn't say hurtful things
2. i finally paid my class fund
3. i prayed after i had those evil thoughts
4. i didn't let my jealousy control me:D
5. i managed to sneak in some vb time during pe HEHE

Oh yah its my parents wedding anniversary today and we went to have steamboat @ crystal jade. Quite nice .

I just feel so irritated by nothing and everything now. My comp is lagging so sorry no songz today/ ciaos

Smooothieee

2009-10-20T20:30:00.003+08:00

Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.
-Romans 5:1-5

My passport photo quite screwed lah but too bad my mom already submitted the application form hahas! My hair looks silly in the photo and the stupid woman don't let me take more shots!!! She keep insisting only can have two takes then choose one-.-' Nevermind i don't stare my passport everyday so its fine.

I've gotten back all my results except for art which i most probably will pass because there's no reason to fail me because i did my 3 peices of prep work. Can't say i'm very pleased with my results but well...i am content. I think. Quite disappointed in my chinese result but at least i passed this time

Chinese - 58/110
D&T - 54/100
Math - 63/80
Science - 80.5/100
English - 71/110
History - 52/80

I really want to thank and praise God for creating miracles:)

My thoughts and actions are split into - the heart, the mind and the body. The heart tells me not to give up, the mind reminds me about the commitment, but the body is just giving up on me.

EVACUATE THE DANCE FLOOR - Cascada
Turn up the music
Let's get out on the floor
I'll let it move it
Come and give me some more
Watch me getting physical and out of control
There's people watching me
I never miss a beat

Steal the night
Kill the lights
Feel it under your skin
Time is right
Keep it tight
Cos it's pulling you in
Wrap it up
Can't stop cos it feels like a overdose
(Feels like an overdose)

Oh, oh, evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
Oh, oh, stop, this beat is killing me
Hey Mister DJ let the music take me underground

(Everybody in the club!)
Oh, oh, evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
(Everybody in the club!)
Oh, oh, stop, this beat is killing me
Hey Mister DJ come burn this place right down to the ground

My body's aching
System overload
Temperature's rising
I'm about to explode
Watch me I'm intoxicated
Taking the show
It's got me hypnotized
Everybody step aside

Steal the night
Kill the lights
Feel it under your skin
Time is right
Keep it tight
Cos it's pulling you in
Wrap it up
Can't stop cos it feels like a overdose
(Feels like an overdose)

Oh, oh, evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
Oh, oh, stop, this beat is killing me
Hey Mister DJ let the music take me underground

(Everybody in the club!)
Oh, oh, evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
(Everybody in the club!)
Oh, oh, stop, this beat is killing me
Hey Mister DJ come burn this place right down to the ground

Come on and evacuate
Feel the clubbers heating up
Move on and accelerate
Push it to the top
Come on and evacuate
Feel the clubbers heating up
Move on and accelerate
You don't have to be afraid

Now guess who's back with a brand new track
That got everybody in the club going mad
So everybody in the back get your back up on the wall
And just shake that thang
Go crazy, yo lady, yo baby
Let me see you work that thing
Now drop it down low, low
Let me see you take it to the dancefloor, yo

(Everybody in the club!)
Evacuate the dancefloor
(Everybody in the club!)
I'm infected by the sound
(Everybody in the club!)
Stop, this beat is killing me
Hey Mister DJ let the music take me underground

Oh, oh, evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
Oh, oh, stop, this beat is killing me
Hey Mister DJ let the music take me underground

(Everybody in the club!)
Oh, oh, evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
(Everybody in the club!)
Oh, oh, stop, this beat is killing me
Hey Mister DJ come burn this place right down to the ground

True love waits.

2009-10-19T17:12:00.004+08:00

For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Romans 8:38-39

I'm gonna go woodlands to take my passport photo soon........the horror! I've only slept for a maximum of 6hours since i reached home at about 1am and managed to nua until 4am and went to bed(unwillingly) and woke up at 9+am ^^ Haha obviously i'm in a zombie-like state but it doesn't matter anyway since i couldn't go for trg. I was eating eating eating for the whole day since there was nth else to do... Such a boring life! Plzzz don't let my passport photo be ugly cuz i gotta have it for 5 years !!! Oh yah damn cheat leh now last time 10 years then renew once now 5 years only!!! Its such a waste of time and money to keep going to renew pazzportz-.-'

I think i'm gonna make a wonderful promise to God today. Maybe i'll tell joey or tien or pp later=D

DON'T TRUST ME-3OH!3
Black dress, with the tights underneath
I've got the breath of the last cigarette on my teeth
And she's an actress (actress), but she ain't got no need
She's got money from her parents and a trust fund back east

T-t-t-tongue's always pressed to your cheeks
While my tongue is on the inside of some other girl's teeth
Tell your boyfriend, if he says he's got beef
That I'm a vegetarian, and I ain't fuckin' scared of him

She wants to touch me (whoa)
She wants to love me (whoa)
She'll never leave me (whoa, whoa oh oh)
Don't trust a hoe
Never trust a hoe
Won't trust a hoe
Won't trust me
(x2)

X's on the back of your hands
Wash them in the bathroom and drink like the bands
And the setlist (setlist) you stole off the stage
Has red and purple lipstick all over the page

B-b-b-bruises cover your arms
Shaking in the fingers with the bottle in your palm
And the best is (the best is), no one knows who you are
Just another girl alone at the bar
[Don't Trust Me Lyrics On http://www.elyricsworld.com/ ]
She wants to touch me (whoa)
She wants to love me (whoa)
She'll never leave me (whoa, whoa oh oh)
Don't trust a hoe
Never trust a hoe
Won't trust a hoe
Won't trust me
(x2)

Shush, girl! Shut your lips
Do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips
I said shush, girl! Shut your lips
Do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips
I said shush, girl! Shut your lips
Do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips

Whoa, whoa, whoa...

She wants to touch me (whoa)
She wants to love me (whoa)
She'll never leave me (whoa, whoa oh oh)
Don't trust a hoe
Never trust a hoe
Won't trust a hoe
Won't trust me
(x2)

Baby can i see your smile?

2009-10-19T01:21:00.003+08:00

Be on your guard; stand firm in the faith; be men of courage; be strong.
1 Corinthians 16:13

Today was rather enjoyable for me, cuz i've not gone out for ages on wkends to have fun!!!Thank the indians, its deepavali holiday! Haha! But joey left early.=( I extended my curfew for the sake of watching a 9+pm movie, but in the end it was canceled hahas. Still, we played until quite late and had to take a cab home which costs 35$ -_- waste my money!!! And hor if i took the train i would reach home earlier !!!=( eating junkfood now and playing on fb =D

STAND IN THE RAIN - Superchick
She never slows down.
She doesn't know why but she knows that when she's all alone, feels like its all coming down
She won't turn around
The shadows are long and she fears if she cries that first tear, the tears will not stop raining down

So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain

She won't make a sound
Alone in this fight with herself and the fears whispering if she stands she'll fall down
She wants to be found
The only way out is through everything she's running from wants to give up and lie down.

So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain

So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
Stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found

So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain

Tien, be strong.

2009-10-17T22:52:00.002+08:00

I can't say how much i wanna get rid of the pain, i can't express my frustration in any other form! I'm really really trying my hardest, putting in effort to improve. The pain

restricts me from using strength. HOW TO PLAY VOLLEYBALL W/O BEING ABLE TO USE STRENGTH? Boss told me : "Cannot go on like this for your back, why not u continue coming training but don't train? Just come here play ball etc loh ." Tears just came out, i just cannot understand la!!! Grrr so frustrating. Aiyaaa i wanna scream and cry!!! But i know i must be STRONG. How can i overcome???

USE SOMEBODY - Kings of Leon

I've been roaming around, I was looking down at all I see
Painted faces fill the places I can't reach
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody

Someone like you and all you know and how you speak
Countless lovers under cover of the street
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you

Off in the night while you live it up I'm off to sleep
Waging wars to shake the poet and the beat
I hope it's gonna make you notice
I hope it's gonna make you notice

Someone like me, someone like me
Someone like me, somebody

I'm ready now, I'm ready now
I'm ready now, I'm ready now
I'm ready now, I'm ready now
I'm ready now

Someone like you, somebody
Someone like you, somebody
Someone like you, somebody

I've been roaming around, I was looking down at all I see

uh oh

2009-10-16T18:09:00.004+08:00

Got back our papers today, i dont even want to remember! I can't say how muchhh i am disappointed in my results. Ok my compre has been weak all along aiya then literature so-so. History wasn't very good either. Goodbye triple science for real. I don't think i'm even eligible to appeal for it already loh. I kept asking myself : Why couldn't i be more disciplined? Why didn't i study a little harder? Why should i let myself regret??? Goshhh it was a feeling of utter disappointment and hopelessness. Congratulations Joey for getting highest in lit =) pp and cat did well for their english too=)

After sch kx joey cat came to my house to watch The Unborn^^ Bought rainbow icecream and alot of snacks haha! Ok lah i think i ate too much of it pluz i just ate dinner AGAIN =_= feel kind of sick now-.- The Unborn not scary lah i kept my eyez open throughout and didn't even jump or anything hahahaha!!! I missed kx sooo muchhh!!! Had fun =)))

Looking forward to training tmr.=D Ciaos

COWBOY CASANOVA - Carrie Underwood

You better take it from me
That boy is like a disease
Your runnin your tryin to hide and your
wonderin why you cant get free

He's like a curse
He's like a drug
You get addicted to his love
You want to get out but he's holdin you down
cause you cant live without one more
touch

He's a, a good time cowboy casanova leanin
up against the record machine
Looks like a cool drink of water but
He's candy coated misery
He's the devil in disguise
A snake with blue eyes
And he only comes out at night
He gives you feelings that u dont want to
fight
You better run for your life

Oooohhh Ohh
Oooohhh Ohh

I see that look on your face
You aint hearin what I say
So I'll say it again cause I been where
you been and I know how it ends you
cant get away

Dont even look in his eyes
He'll tell you nothin but lies
And you want to believe but you wont be decieved if you listen to me and take my advice

He's a good time cowboy casanova leanin
up against the record machine
Looks like a cool drink of water but
he's candy coated misery
He's the devil in disguise
A snake with blue eyes and he only come
out at night
He gives you feelings that you dont want
to fight
You better run for your life
Run, run away dont let him mess with
your mind

He'll tell you anything you wanna hear
He'll break your heart its jus a matter
of time

But just remember
He's a, a good time cowboy casanova leanin
up against the record machine
Looks like a cool drink of water but
he's candy coated misery
Devil in disguise
A snake with blue eyes and
he only comes out at night
He gives you feelins that you dont want
to fight

You better run for your life
Ooohhh oh
You better run for your life
Ooohhh oh You better run for your life
Oh You better run for your life

Tag. Please? =(

2009-10-15T21:11:00.003+08:00

Hello! I am actually lazy to post but my blog will become boring w/o updates so here i am! :D Went with my babes plus a few others to watch a moooveee! It was great! A korean show about tsunami. Super touching also=) We also had our first training after exams ytd! ^^ Felt good to train again but kind of not used to being active after so many wks haha! I had a good day yesterday esp when me joey and pp were making a song while waiting for tien! woohoo! Except i forgot the lyrics -_-

Today no school plus we got training!^^ Had a good time actually but the pain was awful. Thanks uncle jon for trying to help stretch my back=) After trg went to have "lunch" with joey tien kim @ market. Our trg hour damn weird : 11am-3.30pm So we didn't know when to have our lunch haha! Laughed like crazy birds! I had a goood time=) Luv my babes to the max!!!(except pp not thrT_T)

Adel was injured during training today, please pray for her to recover fast!!! I'll be praying hard too. Get well soon xingan.

HERE WE GO AGAIN - Paramore

And here we go again

With all the things we said

And not a minute spent

To think that we'd regret

So we just take it back,

These words and hold our breath

Forget the things we swore we meant

I'll write you just to let you know that I'm alright

Can't say I'm sad to see you go

Cause I'm not. (No, I'm not)

Well, I'm not.

And here we go again

With all the things we did

And now I'm wondering

Just who would I have been

To be the one attached

At all times to your hip?

Forget the things we swore we meant.

I'll write you just to let you know that I'm alright

Can't say I'm sad to see you go

Cause I'm not. (No, I'm not)

Well, I'm not. (No, I'm not)

Oh (No, I'm not)

I'll write you to, to let you know that I'm alright

Can't say I'm sad to see you go

Cause I'm not. (No, I'm not)

Well, I'm not. (No, I'm not)

I'm not, I'm not.

And here we go again

With all the things we said

And not a minute spent

To think that we'd regret

So we just take it back...

(No, I'm not)

So we just take it back...

(I'm not)

So we just take it back...

Dooo eeet babehhh

2009-10-13T20:14:00.003+08:00

Hahaha i just found out smth quite disappointing to me and i was smsing banana and my hands shaking like crazy and my mind is processing eons faster than my fingers and i was complaining that touch-screen damn lag and blaming everything and in the end i just typed part of what i wanted to tell her. I feel like screaming crying laughing all at once man. Seriously i'm quite -_- about it haha.

Today was good. We had art exam and it was quite relaxing because we can look at other people work HAHAHA. Oh ya i dreamt about monkey.com!!! hahaha it was super weird cuz i NEVER came across it before and tien's postman dream damn funny!!! Super glad that me banana pp and joey are hanging out again after so long =D Had alot of fun although i made pp's headache worse when i dragged them to eat donuts haha sorry xin-ping-er =p Laughed so hard. love my awesome friends!

I'm feeling quite relaxed cuz its dnt tmr not that its not impt but 1 hr paper only then can go play and then go training can play more woohoo!!!

RAINBOW - Colbie Caillat

I'm still feelin' the rain fall

And bouncin' off my skin

How long do I have to wait for

The sun to shine again

Come on paint me the rainbows

I can follow it

I don't know where it'll take me

But I like wonderin'

Wherever you are

Where will you be

Are you the same or

Dreamin' after waitin only for me

Waiting for love

Waiting for the same or

Dreamin' on the other side

Hoping no matter how far I'll find my way to you

Followin' a rainbow

I'm gonna stop in the middle

Hang my feet off the edge

I got no reason to worry

I know I'll find the end

That's where you'll be waiting

I hope you don't forget

That I wont quit till I find you

No matter the risk

Wherever you are

Where will you be

Are you the same or

Dreamin' after waiting only for me

Waiting for love

Waiting for the same or

Dreamin' on the other side hoping that

No matter how far I'll find my way to you

Followin' a rainbow

Stuck in my mind

I'm wasting time

I'm still on my own

I never thought that I would find my way

Into the light

Dreamin' to find

Who ever you are

Wherever you are

Where will you be

Are you the same or

Dreamin' on the other side waiting for me

Waiting for love

Waiting for the same or

Dreamin' on the other side hoping that

No matter how far I'll find my way to you

Followin' a rainbow

Ooohooohooohooooh yea yea yea...

I know we're gonna find it

I'm never gonna let you go

I know I'm gonna find you

I wont let you go

Followin' the rainbow

Followin' followin'

Followin' the rainbow

I'm followin' a rainbow

Whoa whoa whoa...

Followin' the rainbow

Followin' followin'

Heaven and Earth

2009-10-09T11:11:00.003+08:00

Stress really does shit to you. I think many brain cells have been sacrificed for this eoy. Ok so its ironic that i actually have time to BLOG about my mundane life when i'm complaining that exams are killing me.

But i totally screwed up my Math paper today and i'm so -_-'''!!! I don't even feel like screaming helps la! ~_~

Oh yes its science on monday. How much worse can it be? Haha probably a million times more since i've been struggling with it since 5 years ago???

but my family totally understands and i thank them alot for their support=) dad- behaving 101% fatherly [ and acts like my servant woohoo! ] mom - more motherly than usual [ actually bothers about me ] sis - stop picking up fights and glues herself to the com [ i am thankful ]

How sad are the lives of vegetables? They can't worry. *Vegetables = people who are brain dead, not the ones you eat which gives u fibre to prevent constipation.

UNSTOPPABLE - RASCAL FLATTS

2009-10-09T10:54:00.005+08:00

Yeah yeah yeah..
Hey

So, so you made a lot of mistakes
Walked down the road a little sideways
Cracked a rib when you hit the wall
Yeah, you've had a pocket full of regrets
Pull you down faster than a sunset
Hey, it happens to us all

When the cold hard rain just won't quit
And you can't see your way out of it

You find your faith has been lost and shaken
You take back what's been taken
Get on your knees and dig down deep
You can do what you think is impossible
Keep on believing, don't give in
It'll come and make you whole again
It always will, it always does
Love is unstoppable

Love, it wear the ring of stone
Bring you back to being born again
oh, it's a helping hand when you need it most
A lighthouse shining on the coast
That never goes dim

When your heart is full of doubt
And you think that there's no way out

You find your faith has been lost and shaken
You take back what's been taken
Get on your knees and dig down deep
You can do what you think is impossible
Keep on believing, don't give in
It'll come and make you whole again
It always will, it always does
Love is unstoppable

Like a river keeps on rolling
Like the north wind blowing
Don't it feel good knowing
Yeah

You find your faith has been lost and shaken
You take back what's been taken
Get on your knees and dig down deep
You can do what you think is impossible
Keep on believing, don't give in
It'll come and make you whole again
It always will, it always does
Love is unstoppable

Love is unstoppable
So you made a lot of mistakes
Walked down the road a little sideways
Love, love is unstoppable

2009-10-02T17:36:00.001+08:00

Can I delete my blog

Wordy post ahead =D

2009-10-02T17:15:00.004+08:00

WoOhOo!!! Finally oral is over. Damn glad la! =D I think i screwed it up and my hands were shaking but aiya at least its done already. Super nervous cuz i was the 2nd for chinese. Mr Soon was the O.E and he freaking keep making the sound like he's crying and choking!!! I was quite annoyed cuz i cannot concentrate on the passage PLUS idk how to read it already!!! I don't think he was actually paying attention to me, when i finished reading he was still staring at his own paper for another minute and then looked up and said " 你读好了?" -_-''' The conv qns totally caught me off guard. He even asked me what i thought i failed most in. FAILURE IS THE MOTHER OF SUCCESS!!! hahaha!!! English was ok lah but not as nervous as for chinese ;-) except that i folded the edges of the paper HAHAHA!

ok then i bribed joey to amk hub but ended up i couldn't find the thing i was looking for...=( but i still bought her a bread as payment. I felt like EATING my history papers up. failed it-.-

Chirp Chirp Chirp

2009-09-30T21:55:00.002+08:00

I feel tired... PHYSICALLY! I've been cleaning for like almost 2 hrs already hahaha damn shuang!(+ dusty -.-) At least my area not so messy already ^^ I having flu or maybe its the dust.

Many unexpected things are happening now, but i'm gonna learn to DEAL with it =) although i need some time to sort out certain things. I feel like peeing